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Episode 14 I don't think I can live without you.
What has happened to me,
I can't figure it out.
I met Se Ryeong again after a long time, and...
also, it was the first day in a long time that I laughed a lot.
It was Christmas Eve.
It took five hours to get ready from head to toe.
Have you been rejected after dressing up like that?
I got rejected on my birthday. The morning of my birthday!
It must have been nice from the guy's perspective. He didn't have to buy you a birthday gift.
Now that I think about it, did he break up with me because he didn't have money to buy a gift?
It's better to be a bad guy than a pathetic one.
There was a guy who dumped me saying I wasn't a type to date but to marry.
Crazy jerk! What made him think that you're the type to marry?
In the end, I don't know where guys come up with those kinds of excuses.
I got dumped because I was pretty. He said I made him look shabby.
Have you gotten rejected because you wore heels?
Why should I be mindful that he's short?
That's right. I got rejected because I don't moan when kissing.
You don't do it?
You do?
Well for me...it just comes naturally.
Dang...
Hold on. Is it okay to talk about these things while you're pregnant?
When I was in high school, I signed a pact that I would remain a virgin until I got married.
There was a time when I thought I'd marry my first love.
You said she shattered that dream!
Pass!
How did you meet the father of your child?
Pass.
It was a peaceful moment that could break at any moment, even tomorrow, but...
I realized how comfortable it gets when I take off the mask.
Seeing Se Ryeong smile was good, too.
I thought when I arrived home, I would share
this story with Wan, but...
Are you on your way out or way in?
Don't come!
I said I'll kick you out if you come closer.
I'm not joking.
Dear...
will really kick me out today...
because I will kiss you.
Take care, Shin Joo Yeon.
Hey, hey, come out.
Take care? What are you talking about?
Joo Wan!
Dear...
will really kick me out today...
Everything is becoming clear now.
He left.
Wan has left.
Take care, Shin Joo Yeon.
Without promising that he'll be back...
Without telling me where he's going...
Wan...
has gone.
I Need Romance 3
Lee Woo Young, where's the photographer?
He's a little late, arriving in 10 minutes.
Team Leader, the semi-suit dress isn't here.
Style O said they were going to bring it.
Oh, it's this?
Yes. - Wow...
This coat really came out well.
Right? I think it came out better than the sample.
For now, I'm keeping this!
Why are you late?
Have you decided how you're going to style the outfit?
One minute...
You didn't check it over beforehand?
We move forward, trusting each other now.
These are the selections I made.
Wow, this looks good as the single attention-drawing piece.
You think so?
But it wasn't any different for me.
I'm going first.
You've worked hard.
I didn't cry, and I didn't drink.
Life passed by without a change.
But even after we've been rejected by those guys,
why do we cry and drive ourselves insane over them?
How far have you gone?
Have you ever stalked someone?
Scouring through Cyworld, blogs, SNS...
and hunting down friends, relatives and college friends,
trying to find a trace of him...
You've never done it?
I even shaved my head.
Why did you do that?
To show that jerk.
"See for yourself what you've done to me!"
You must have been crazy.
Of course.
Love itself is crazy.
I guess you've never gone crazy.
I cried up to the second time, then I just stopped.
I know that feeling.
I've waited over two hours at some guy's house once.
Right? You have?
I've held on before.
As if the world had ended,
tossing away all dignity.
See! You're the only one who hasn't. You!
Even though I know that doing these things won't keep him beside me,
I can't stop myself.
Because it feels like the flame will consume my heart.
I did all of those things because of one man.
You've never done that before,
but only to that guy?
Do you know why?
Why did you do it?
In my twenties, when I packed up my suitcase and left,
I thought that another life was waiting for me.
But after I hit my thirties, I realized it's not like that.
Even if I run away a thousand times to a far place,
the same life is waiting for me there.
It's the same with men.
Instead of dating around with this guy, that guy...
That's my conclusion!
That guy is just like any other guy!
That's not it. -It's not?
With the person that I thought was the right one,
I wanted to go to the end.
Even if we fight all the time to the point of making us sick,
I want to grow old withstanding all that.
Without having false hopes that there is another love waiting somewhere...
Without having such dreams...
What about you?
Even the great Oh Se Ryeong says she tried holding onto a guy.
Pass.
Please... Pass...
Block!
Let's have a drink!
And Wan and I,
since it's not as if we broke off a relationship,
it's right that nothing was different.
But...
Shing Shing!
I had frequent auditory hallucinations, and...
You're early. Did you eat?
I had frequent visual hallucinations.
Did you fight with someone again?
Why did you fight?
I didn't fight
You think I fight with people all the time?
Then what did you do today?
Filming for home shopping.
Wait, I haven't told you I'm comfortable with Se Ryeong, right?
Our relationship was really bad,
but after letting it go once,
we get along as if nothing happened.
See? Wasn't I right?
That's right.
I should have listened to you in the first place.
I should have done everything you told me to.
Everything you said was right.
Like this, I talked to myself often.
Did you eat?
Where did you eat?
Who did you eat with?
As soon as I got home, I looked for him as a habit.
You will be connected to the voicemail because the phone is off...
What are you? Why did you suddenly... ?
I didn't mean it when I said I was going to kick you out. I had no thought of doing that.
You really won't come back?
To me...
Why are you doing this to me?
What am I supposed to do if you leave me? Pick up the phone.
If you were going to leave, you should have discussed it with me! What am I supposed to do, you jerk?!
But I didn't make those kind of phone calls.
Because it wasn't like we could continue living together.
It's refreshing.
I did all the things that Wan hated.
But it was because he would appear and nag me.
Dear,
are you really going to do this?
How can you put the used towel back on the rack? Is it hard to put it in the basket?
Ugh, so annoying. Do you want to watch home shopping even at home?
Do you get energy from eating that and not eating rice?
I'm doing this so that I'll starve to death!
I'm serious. I'm going to die like this, so you can feel guilty forever.
Is Wan doing well?
Yes. We ate lunch together today.
Ate... a meal?
Did he eat well?
Why?
Can he swallow food?
What's the reason Allen can't eat?
Where is he staying?
The hotel he was at before.
What is he doing nowadays?
He's done with the idol group.
You don't search the internet?
He's a radio DJ.
There was someone who said they liked loneliness. Not being bothered by anyone,
that being alone was the best way to spend time.
A person who thought everyone but oneself was a stranger.
That kind of person.
But that person,
when they had the chance, came to me and told me all that happened during the day.
In the end, there's no one who likes loneliness.
As always, I'll stay by everyone's side today.
Allen Joo's POP Music starts now.
He's like a swindler!
What did you say to me? "Let's live happily, Shing Shing?"
Stop joking around.
You'll block everyone who tries to hurt me?!
How dare you lie to me!
You'll stay next to me no matter what?
It's so ridiculous that I'm at loss for words!
I was angry more than I was sad at the fact that Wan was just fine.
I couldn't figure out this feeling... no, I didn't want to find out.
I felt as if some unknown clump
was building up inside of me, and as time passed it got bigger and firmer.
I...
feared that so much.
Good morning!
You wore that trench coat.
I can't wear it as well as the models, right?
No, you look way better!
Oh! I found something I want to do, Woo Young.
Piano! I wanted to learn it so much when I was younger, but my mom didn't let me.
I wonder if we'll have time to take lessons.
Guitar can be self-taught. What about guitar?
I'll teach you piano next time. I know enough to teach you.
Should I learn guitar?
Turn on the TV. The Fashion Business Department is airing their broadcast right now.
We'll show you each color and explain one by one.
It's basic navy.
If you say you don't have a single buttoned trench coat, choose this one.
I'll tell you the price.
Does it make sense that you didn't know that our team was working on that?
Wasn't your team going to have a broadcast on padded jackets?
We changed it last minute. Since the weather got warmer, it seemed like padded jackets were too heavy of an item.
Oh, is that it?
Then why did it overlap with the trench coat that's really popular on our online store?
What's different from this trench coat?
Selling trench coats during the change of seasons is a no-brainer, if you think of the timing.
Are you saying it's a coincidence?
When we were having a meeting with the designer at the cafe, you were there at the table next to us.
When the designing team came by for QC (quality control) checks, you saw our product!
Why is everyone like this? We're in the same company!
Isn't it weirder if we don't run into each other?
The trench coat is an item our team has been doing every season.
Are you really going to keep arguing?
Even the color's the same!
Then should we make a men's trench coat in hot pink?
Why is a team over-flowing with self-confidence so worried?
Customers that know the quality of New Brand Company's quality,
would they buy our product even though it's cheap?
So irritating!
This is an unfair game.
The product we put up for sale at $200 was put up for less than $70 by the Fashion Business group!
Since we are a designer brand, that price is reasonable.
If our items keep on getting stolen...
Let's keep things straight, Shin Joo Yeon.
A trench coat isn't an item that's unique to your Celeb-Shop. Take a look outside.
You'll see that coats similar to the the trench coat sold by the Team 3 are widely available.
Why can't you think of the possibility Team Manager Jung Dae Heon planned this out?
For sure, there is a pool of customers in their 20s who hesitate to buy products from the Celeb-Shop because of the high price.
From the company's perspective, it's good for us to attract that group of consumers.
Would you have said that, even if our team was still part of your department?
Even if the target is different, you should have blocked them from broadcasting the same item!
Or tell us beforehand!
We can't yield or stop the broadcast for New Brand if we think that the item will be profitable.
Since for merchandisers, sales performance equals personal achievement.
What did Director Kang say?
I held in half of what I wanted to say, and Sunbae said everything coldly.
He's dating you. Without any leniency?
Of course. He's a venomous snake.
He said for merchandisers, sales performance equals personal achievement.
He says he has no intention to give way.
Just as expected, Kang Tae Yoon is Kang Tae Yoon. He keeps his personal and work life completely separated.
And you're in an office relationship with a man like Kang Tae Yoon?
You're going to get a bruise on your heart. Oh Se Ryeong is an opponent who lost after crying and regretting.
Remember what I'm saying because it's coming from an unnie.
I was told you guys are twins.
No wonder I was having a tough time!
It must be nice, being together.
It must be less lonely, right?
It's a misunderstanding to think that I'm not doing anything for you guys.
Lee Min Jeong! Open the door!
I have something to say.
I'm about to go crazy these days because of that next door neighbor, really.
In a little while, he's going to pound
on the door with his fists. Lee Min Jeong!
Just wait and see.
Oh, my.
What are you doing?
Did you drink?
Yeah, I did.
Do you know how difficult of a time I'm going through because of you these days?
You don't know, right?
Oh, my!
Hey, hold on a second. Here.
Why are you doing this?
Ah, really! How could you do this here?!
Really, a pain in the back.
What is this?
Don't touch it!
It's my baby.
Really? Seriously?
Because of nausea, I can't tell what tastes good from bad.
Hey, wake up.
Aren't you going to get up?
What the... what's going on? How did you get in here?
Is this your place?
Yeah. Yesterday, you came to my place drunk as a skunk.
By the way, what's this?
What is that?
Just give me a moment. I'll explain everything.
Go and eat.
Eat?
Eat what?
I made yellow bean sprout soup. You need to soothe your stomach.
I just added rice and soup to the side dishes you brought over.
Eat this before you leave.
Wow, did you make this?
You know how to add flavor to soup, huh?
It's delicious.
Wake up, Shing Shing.
I want to sleep a bit longer.
Today is Sunday.
Even if it's Sunday, you should eat.
What's going on? What are you so warm?
Don't bother me. I'm sick.
Get up.
I knew this would happen. What are you doing, sleeping here?
If you were going to sleep here, you should have turned on the heater.
Did you come back for good?
Let's go to the hospital. Hurry up and put on your clothes.
I'm asking you if you're back for good.
How can I not come back, when you're like this when I'm away?
You're doing this on purpose, right? Because you know that I get soft-hearted.
There's nothing to eat at home, you leave your clothes laying around everywhere, and...
you sleep in a cold place like this.
Why do you think I'm being this way?
I really don't know why I'm like this.
You used to be someone who wasn't here.
I used to...
be okay being alone.
My body hurts...
and my heart hurts.
This was made as an aid for sex education.
Like a real baby, you're supposed to change diapers, dress it up, and feed it a bottle.
You're supposed to keep track of when and why the baby cries, learn what to do when it cries...
and you're supposed to keep detailed notes of this while raising this "child."
So what are you saying we should do with this?
First off, I'm a guy who doesn't have what it takes to be a father.
But the way I see it, you're worse than me.
So, I'm saying that we should try raising this. Let's see if we have what it takes to be parents.
What if we do?
I'm telling you this loud and clear...
If I don't think I could raise our child after trying "this" out, I'm really going to move.
Why? Because I'm a coward.
There's no other guy who's more irresponsible and who's worse at making sacrifices than me.
That's the truth.
Even fortune tellers who read faces say that I'm a selfish person.
You met a guy like me because you were unlucky.
If you were sane, would you want to keep a child who had me as its father?
What I'm saying is, don't have high expectations of me.
Since I work from home, I'll take care of it during the day. You can take care of it at night.
Be sure to take detailed notes before handing it off to me.
I thought you were going to just send money (as child support). What's with all this?
How can I just send money and leave it at that? It's my child.
If you had good skills (as a mother), I'd leave the baby under your care and not worry about it, but...
I really can't trust a woman like you...
I know what I'm saying doesn't make much sense, but I'm really about to go insane.
So please, let's try this.
If he knew I had twins, he'd go really insane.
I installed CCTV cameras in my home, so I'll install the app on your phone.
Why?
See, look at you!
Don't you think you'd be worried about the baby when you're at work?
You need to know how the baby spends its day.
I ordered some clothes, so they'll get here soon.
Wash the clothes really well before putting them on the baby, and...
The package must be here.
Who is it?
You need to try buying things you like to figure out what the things you want are.
You need to know yourself to realize the things you like and dislike.
That way, you'd be able to come up with something like... a dream.
Do you want to grab a beer?
Jeong Hee Jae, I guess you're going to go day drinking now, huh?
I think this would be better than a guitar.
It's an instrument called an ukulele, and I heard it's much easier than a guitar.
I don't know if it's okay for me keep accepting things like this, Woo Young.
To tell you the truth, I wanted to buy you the bag, but...
I thought it'd be best for you to purchase it with your own hands.
No need to worry! I really think it was a good idea for me to buy that bag with my own money.
When I look at that bag,
it seems as if the thing that was stuck here...
came unstuck and disappeared.
Remember that the morning of the day I bought this bag, you weren't able to pick me up from home, right?
So, I took the subway like I used to, but being pushed around by people on the stairs drove me insane!
From the front, people were pushing me down the stairs, and from the back, people were trying to push me up the stairs.
I was questioning why I was letting myself go through all that.
I was thinking that I wanted to go someplace and just die, but...
a bag made those thoughts disappear.
I'm amazed by how it could do that.
What was your dream when you were little?
You know what? That's exactly why my boyfriend and I...
I'm okay talking about those things.
Anyway, we fought over that, a lot.
But if I think about it, he was right about everything.
I had no such thing as a dream.
My dream was to become an astronomer.
Why didn't you?
Now I do it as a hobby.
My dream changed to: "Let everyday be a fun and enjoyable day."
That's what I think every morning when I open my eyes.
"What will I do to enjoy my day today?"
I think, "How am I going to survive today?"
Start changing the way you think, beginning today.
Also, now that you have me, life will be fun.
For now, I'll start by learning this.
Wow.
Cold medication please.
Give me something strong, please.
You didn't get a prescription from the doctor, right?
Give me any medication.
Something that'll make me sleep without having to think about anything.
Oh, Sunbae.
Where are you? Are you at home?
No.
I wasn't feeling well, so I came out for some fresh air.
What about the hospital?
I'm sure there's one that's open on Sundays.
Go and get a shot.
I'm at the office, but I'll wrap things up and come by.
Let's meet for lunch.
Oh, if you're busy you don't have to come. There's no need to try so hard...
I mean, you don't need to put in so much effort.
It's okay with me.
I wanted to disappear to someplace.
It might be that I wanted you to desperately come looking for me,
and I may have just wanted to see you be hopeless without me.
Because I know too well that those feelings aren't love,
I was embarrassed for myself, and...
it pained my heart.
It's telling me to die, when I don't have much desire to live anyway.
I've gone mad. I'm crazy.
He appears at any moment.
Have you been well?
Get lost.
What sort of an answer is that when I asked you if you've been well?
I don't want to talk to myself.
It makes me look like a crazy woman.
You're in the same state as me, huh?
You think of me whenever your eyes are open,
and you think of me even when your eyes are closed.
When you go somewhere, I follow you there. When you go someplace else, I follow you there as well.
Even if you bump into me by chance like this,
you wonder if it's a dream or if you're hallucinating.
But...
it's right for us to be in this state. We should be in pain right now.
It's normal for us to be in pain,
since we broke up with someone we used to like.
I'm not in that kind of state.
Fine. If you're not, then never mind.
I...
missed you.
Do you want to go home?
Are you going to keep changing the subject?
You left your clothes in the washing machine.
I washed them, so come and get them.
Throw them away, or hold onto them as a keepsake, like those couple rings you collect.
What's there to hold onto as a keepsake? It's not like we were in a relationship.
It's not like we dated or anything.
We did. You did everything with me.
You leaned on me, depended on me,
cuddled close, and told me everything.
Normal women call that dating.
Only stupid women like you argue that it meant nothing.
Please!
Stop! Did you forget that I'm dating someone?
How is it that you're still the same, even after leaving home?
I was uncomfortable with you acting like this, so I was planning on kicking you out anyway.
Isn't that why you left, too?
You're the one who's still the same, even after my leaving you!
You haven't changed one bit!
I'm the only one who's gone mad. I'm the only one.
To me, it's a miracle that you're standing in front of me.
And I'm so happy that we bumped into each other and ended up arguing like this that I could die!
Yeah...
I'm the crazy one.
This is why you ignore me. Because I act this way.
If I left home, I shouldn't have come to this neighborhood.
If I bumped into you by chance, I should have just ignored you and walked away.
I shouldn't be wondering why you have a bag of medicine in your hands.
There's no idiot more stupid than me.
I'm sick.
I'm not worried about you, one bit. You take care of yourself.
Don't talk to me.
I'll just stay with you until it stops raining.
I thought...
it would be nice if it didn't stop raining.
I have an umbrella in my car, but...
I didn't want to give it to her.
I wonder what these feelings mean.
Wanting to stay here with him...
Don't answer your phone.
Listen...
to me carefully.
I'm not going to come here anymore.
Even if I miss you, I won't come. I'm not going to call you, either.
When you sort through your feelings,
come find me.
Since I won't be coming here anymore.
Joo Yeon!
Why aren't you picking up your phone?
Oh...
Why were you staying out here?
I was on my way from the pharmacy, and it started to rain.
Your phone battery died.
Oh, really?
What should we eat? Let's go and get something warm.
Let's eat.
Are you going back to the office?
No, I'm thinking of working from home.
If you're that busy, you shouldn't have come.
You said you were feeling sick.
You'd get upset if I didn't come.
Were you even worried?
When you were dating Se Ryeong...
I think it'd be best if we didn't talk about it.
It keeps bothering me.
Okay, go ahead.
What is it that you want to say?
How was it back then?
Did you go see her when she was sick because you were afraid she'd get mad?
Don't try to pick at my words.
Of course, I came because I was worried about you.
I don't get the feeling that you like me.
How am I supposed to show you that I like you?
I don't know how to answer him.
In this world, there are no two kisses that are alike,
no two feelings and no two loves that are alike. I know that all too well.
I'm not trying to say that out of all the different types of love out there, that there is a right one and a wrong one.
However, I want our love to be a bit more passionate than what we have now, and...
I want it to be more desperate.
Tell me.
How do you want me to be nicer?
If I tell you,
will you put in effort to meet those expectations?
What's so wrong about that?
I'm saying that I'd put in effort to meet the expectations of the person I like.
That word, "effort"...
Do you know that you're really edgy today?
Did you do that with Se Ryeong as well?
Putting in effort...
Yeah,
I didn't put in effort. I just followed my heart.
My heart was so heavy and overwhelmed with emotions that I didn't know what to do, and...
I didn't have the mind to think how I should act. I liked her that much.
Without making calculations, without thinking, like an animal...
I liked her so much that I couldn't control my feelings.
I was hoping that he'd lie to me.
Because if people are afraid of losing someone, they lie.
Is that the type of relationship you want?
I don't want to be in that sort of a relationship anymore.
It was too hard on me while I was seeing her,
and I don't want that kind of relationship anymore.
Why are you dating Shin Joo Yeon?
Does your heart flutter for a boring woman like Shin Joo Yeon?
No, I'm sure it doesn't.
You like her because she's easier than me.
It seems like you think that we have a problem, but I don't think so at all.
We do have a problem.
We have a problem because you keep bringing up my past relationship!
It's also a problem that you think this is just my problem.
We're not kids.
When we should move on, let's just move on...
I'm not going to move on.
How can I move forward when it bothers me this much?
Do you think there's nothing that bothers me?
Until when are you going to keep seeing two men?
Sometimes it's better to let go and just move on, so let's end this here today.
I don't want to fight, okay?
It's a relief that it stopped raining.
Take your medicine and get some sleep.
I'll try harder to be better.
I'm sorry... you made the effort to come out here.
Go in. I'll call you in the evening.
It could be...
that what he said was right.
There is no such kind of love that would kill you if you didn't have it.
However, believing that such love exists,
and accepting and giving up; believing that such love doesn't exist, is a whole different matter.
Because sometimes, what you believe in may come true.
So hurry up and come to me, Shing Shing.
Don't make me wait for long.
Love is laughter :)
To: Oh Se Ryeong Do you know where Wan is staying?
Why are you asking?
He left his clothes here, so I was going to send them to him via courier.
Maison de Flore, room 306.
Hold onto this.
If you hold onto this, then...
I'll come back for it.
What about your feelings?
Your boyfriend cheated on you.
Is your heart... okay?
Let's live happily now, Shing Shing.
I think it's love because there is no reason.
But that's correct. Not having any reason... is right.
I can't call a woman I've kissed, a "noona."
Hold on a second!
I love you.
You look pretty today, Shing Shing.
Because I don't make calculations.
I'm always one step behind Wan.
No, two or three steps behind.
Before, I had thought that he got too ahead of himself, but...
now I get it.
I was too slow, too lost,
and didn't know anything.
That's how I was living my life.
Date someone who appreciates you!
It's fine with me even if that person isn't me! Someone who thinks of you dearly.
Someone who's concerned whether or not you're cold.
Someone who recognizes what you need.
Don't.
Don't worry about me.
Live however you want. It's okay.
It's okay to cry in front of me, and it's okay to let your pride get hurt.
No matter who you are, in whatever shape or form, I'll be here by your side.
I came because I had something to say to you.
Come in.
No, I'll say it here.
You were wrong.
There's something that you must have, and there's something that can't be achieved with effort.
I know that there isn't such love that would kill you if you don't have it.
I know that.
But I'm going to believe that it exists.
I'm going to live believing that such love exists.
I'm going to love a person...
who believes that such love exists.
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